 the pain arise  Sunday, December 13, 2009
its been long since i last felt like this...i finally understand how is the feeling of being hurt..times whn i hurt ppl..i just hurt and go on without thinking..never care bout how thy would feel till today..i finally realise how it feels...
believe me...its really pain..ur heart is like crumbling together, its like eruption of a volcano..its also like u feel so dam tortured inside..all the weights u have stored in it..its really so suffering and painful..
this was not me before..for all i know...i was a human without feelings who onli know how to hurt ppl arnd me..till today..maybe its karma to me now..at times, i really wanna just gib up as it really is too pain for me to bare..its been long since i last felt this way...often i try to divert my attention away from bearing all this pain but in the end not knowingly i been dripping tears at random..
i can lie to myself saying i am dam happy..or even try to smile infront of ppl. saying dun worry bout it..but deep down inside i really am feeling the pain..the pain..i really wanna give up...i dunno how long i can go on like this..my fren told me to hang on as i have to... hopefully i really manage to hang on to this thou its really killing me and telling me to give up..
i dun find it worth giving up...since i am already having and bearing this pain..might as well just let it go on..i just really wanna apologies to those ppl whom i hurt b4 no matter big or small things..i finally understand how thy feel..
ganbate me ba! i really wanna hang on and go on...in exchange for better things in the end..if it happens...thn its really worth...
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 the pain arise Sunday, December 13, 2009
its been long since i last felt like this...i finally understand how is the feeling of being hurt..times whn i hurt ppl..i just hurt and go on without thinking..never care bout how thy would feel till today..i finally realise how it feels...
believe me...its really pain..ur heart is like crumbling together, its like eruption of a volcano..its also like u feel so dam tortured inside..all the weights u have stored in it..its really so suffering and painful..
this was not me before..for all i know...i was a human without feelings who onli know how to hurt ppl arnd me..till today..maybe its karma to me now..at times, i really wanna just gib up as it really is too pain for me to bare..its been long since i last felt this way...often i try to divert my attention away from bearing all this pain but in the end not knowingly i been dripping tears at random..
i can lie to myself saying i am dam happy..or even try to smile infront of ppl. saying dun worry bout it..but deep down inside i really am feeling the pain..the pain..i really wanna give up...i dunno how long i can go on like this..my fren told me to hang on as i have to... hopefully i really manage to hang on to this thou its really killing me and telling me to give up..
i dun find it worth giving up...since i am already having and bearing this pain..might as well just let it go on..i just really wanna apologies to those ppl whom i hurt b4 no matter big or small things..i finally understand how thy feel..
ganbate me ba! i really wanna hang on and go on...in exchange for better things in the end..if it happens...thn its really worth...
6:45 PM | back to top
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I am just a gal
whom you all may know
I came to this world since 1985
19 Dec is my special day
I'm a Saggitarius gal
Im just a gal
Who lives sumwhere in Msia
From 1 of the fourteen states
In a bz town called Kuala Lumpur
Im just a gal
Who loves adventures
A talkative gal who love entertaining ppl
A frenly and outgoing too
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#3 A guy who knows how to treasure my love for him.
#4 Have a sucessful career
#5 Frens who knows how to appreciate frenship and not using thm.
#6 Wish my $$$ can nvr stop coming! XD
#7 To be able to get my dream car 1 day...my SUBARU WRX Impressa....XD
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